Sunday, 31 July 2011

New frontiers

Well, it is said that you can never know what life puts in your path, to block your way. On the other hand, you can never know what it puts along your path to help you on your way, either.
I have had some disappointments lately. Some people from my past will have to stay there, I'm afraid, they don't deserve to dwell on in my heart or thoughts.

I am not a person that parts easily with people, images, sounds or things from the past, instead, on numerous occasions, I have obstinately defended words and actions that hurt me, if only for the sake of memories. It does come a time, though, when you have to realise that it all has to end and end it will.
These past few days showed me a glimpse into the future and I am sorry to say, a clear image of my present. I am a changed person in regards to judging the people around me, I can make better decisions, I can choose better than before who I want as friends.
The people I have met lately and the way they behaved, made me understand that it's not as hard as I thought. You just have to find the right person. That person will speak your language and you theirs.
As for the present, I have come to accept what is happening to me. I doubted it, I challenged it, I ran away from it, I denied it, but....I love it.
I will love my future as well and I will try to recognise the obvious that's staring me in the face.

4 comments:

  1. "I have obstinately defended words and actions that hurt me, if only for the sake of memories".
    Beautiful!

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  2. We always remember the past in brighter colours, but enough is enough sometimes :)

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  3. De aia spusesem ca 'cel mai frumos iubim in imaginatie' pe My other side... Pentru ca vrem atat de mult ca ceva sa fie real incat il 'pictam' cu cele mai frumoase cuvinte.
    Ne imaginam realul in scris...suntem noi,mai noi decat fata in fata, cand ramanem de multe ori fara cuvinte, uimiti de frumusetea momentului.

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